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211201-the-serpent

211201

video [mp4] for the serpent by jay gillian.

from gnostics.


211127-meteorological

clouds descend upon old stones

meteorological [mp3]


211126

211126


211123

211123

navigating changing waters, time flows, where did november disappear to?

last month i transformed myself into a turkey tail mushroom.


211110-approach

211110

welcoming the approaching darkness

current research:

listening:


211031-senescence

211031

senescence [mp3]


211030-milkweed

211030

wind carried
soft
explosions


211029-sea

211029

in july we visited the sea.

when is next time.


211025-day

211025

these grey oyster mushrooms emerged on the exact same day last year.

mycelial consciousness, revolution of celestial spheres.


211024-space

211024

"I ascribe space a certain significance with regard to death. It’s as if I’ve buried loved ones there. I can’t touch these stars but can they now? And somehow I understand that everyone is always ever together, because I don’t feel the distance that their deaths would imply. They are in me, and we are all ever in space. I am not the only person to experience the night sky in this way. We’ve all looked up and felt that sense of awe."

ecstatic to be the caretaker of one of these drawings, which i responded to viscerally on first sight. reading the later-released text illuminates an uncanny resonance, a previously hidden message landing perfectly.

soundtrack: roberto donnini, tunedless (1980) [youtube]


211021-decay

mold of unchecked humidity
clicking hard drive
forlorn jumper
music stored in an archaic file format
unattended barn blanket as nest material
alienated computer with outdated security libs
water damaged paper smell
obsoleted nonexistent power supply
eaten by mushrooms


211019

211019


211018-making-together

(adapted from m. beth dempster's thesis on environmental studies (1998) via haraway)


211016-dedicate

"In the 1970’s and into the ’80s, he worked full time as environmental activist. But the time came when he felt compelled to dedicate himself entirely to music. He made this choice with the belief that, ultimately, music can do more than politics to change the world."


211013-grey

211013

grey sky, diffused light, hidden sun, time unknowable


211009-leaves-leaving

211009

please stay


211006

211006


211004-maybe

maybe it would be easier if we knew which gods to be upset with



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